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Michael David Cobb Bowen's avatar

I came to conservatism as an experiment in social power. I grew up progressive, activist, liberal even radical at times, but never anti-American. The same reasons I respected nationalism in America and globally were the reasons I respected a putative black nation. But I discovered over time that the 'planned economy' of the black nation was not happening, nor was a single-minded black leadership emerging to take control and guide that. When I figured out that markets were unpredictable and cannot be gamed, and neither can black American people, I dropped my resistance to that which is called conservatism. I felt no contradiction as I read Sowell, well, devoured him in college and especially his 'Ethnic America' had a profound personal affect on my thinking and behavior.

Having studied computer science and embraced that culture it was strange to discover when looking to round myself out philosophically that I was pointed towards Marxist intellectuals, notably those from the Frankfurt School. I think if I had known that Angela Davis was a student of Marcuse, I would have spent less time in that study. I was also typically interested in Eastern philosophies as well. But I put most of that away when marriage and children blessed my life.

Then one day I recalled the strange treatment of black American sprinters who exhibited patriotic displays at the Sydney Olympic games. It made me think long and hard about why black Americans should be assumed to not be patriotic when they demonstrate themselves to be the best in the world. So I ventured to take the patriotic American Right more seriously and quickly after 9/11 became a partisan. It was an intellectual journey of discovery that was rewarding for showing me my own prejudices and new ideas I never heard before. It was a stunning revelation to wear Republican shoes.

Ultimately however, I recognized the betrayal of principles by partisans in just about all things and fell back to what was a more disciplined philosophical praxis that didn't require the consensus of the masses and compromises of party bosses. Still I retain many conservative values, as I retain many values owing to a sense that sometimes radical disruptions are necessary for the health of society.

At heart I am a scientific explorer and an engineer working to build solutions. I don't have the patience for the pendulum swings of public opinion although I am deeply concerned about the mechanics of democratic governance. I think the value of free inquiry, free markets and open societies are self-evident. My intellectual guidepost in that matter is Karl Popper, but I am quite skeptical that my ability to actually vote in those things that are put to a vote are materially transformative of society. Maybe we'll engineer better ways to do so, but for now my experimentation with partisan politics feels like a lamentable waste of time.

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Diana Murray's avatar

Just looking at the way the world works. Communism is bad, criminals should be punished, not everyone is brilliant, men and women are different, and genes have a lot to do with human behavior (as well as luck). In our country, that makes me a conservative. I call myself a realist.

PS Should have added this to "Communism is bad" - but capitalism results in inequality and it needs regulation, and the Constitution, w/its emphasis on checks & balances, gives us the guide to do that.

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